January 2018

Do people blog any more? 

Well, i thought this year i put in an effort to start doing this again... it's a place of comfort for myself and i really just enjoy just letting my thoughts go..! January seemed to fly really quickly for me and i guess i should reflect back on what happened this month..

Well, yet again i started a new job teaching PN children! wow.... i can't believe it i've been teaching six years. If you asked me six years ago upon my arrival in Hong Kong i wouldn't know what to do honestly... I mean i was so against working in Hong Kong when i was younger as i always thought this place is a playing field... Where this place was foreign to now i can say this is my place i do love and i can say it's H O M E!... but seriously this place everything was foreign and Asia... as i grew up in a multi-cultural community... but only Chinese person going into primary, secondary school and only Chinese female girl going into uni... The only Chinese community i had back then is through blogging and meeting people through xanga... damn i feel old!

Well this year i've actually did set some targets for myself to meet them throughout the year... and yet i still need to get my passport renewed...=_=" which i will definitely do this month "February".. Nevertheless i've started on some of the targets one of them is reconnecting with friends from the past that i was close to... but somehow became very distance, i'm sure everyone has them friends and it's amazing when you reconnect with old friends! the memories that we once had is something that can bond you together again...

Well this month is where i started my PN class, embarking on a new chapter as before i primarily teaching playgroup... slightly different just teaching children without "parents" in the class... but anyway new school, new environment and i couldn't be any luckier... Although i did receive some phone calls asking me for interviews for other places... i guess new month and it's hiring season hahaha! but fortunate to reject them and be happy in the environment i'm in. 

Anyway, regardless i think i will carry on typing on my blogs.. it feels so cathartic and just relieving that even though not many people reads; which i swear once i cared a lot what i typed and ect... i enjoy just being ME.. which i feel that my time in Hong Kong is some long ass soul search of what i really want and what i want to become... I do have to remind myself it's okay that i haven't got my life sorted but at least i know the direction i'm heading in. Good Luck in the future to everyone regarding if it's their studies, work, friends, family and love. This is only second month now whilst typing this in 2018.  

But thank you for January for this new beginning of job and trying to get my life together.. i have to be not lazy and just do what i want to do; and not be pressured and told that i'm, suppose to be a certain way. i'm suppose to be getting my shit together at such age... i have to remind myself that dude! i've survived being in Hong Kong for 6 years, i've been working for the past 5 years non-stop. it's greater than most people but not as good as others but hey! life... take it each step at a time and just enjoy myself. Good Luck everyone~! 

Cmpang x