Wednesday, 26 August 2015

S i n g l e.

Being single isn't the best feeling in the world, however coming out of a relationship you feel destined for loneliness. Even thinking of being by myself is quite sickening thought when you have people that are actually happy either being single or surrounded by happy couples....

Reality hits like a bitch sometimes,  sometimes being single it comes to me as a crime, as for me i will try to pursue something else to cover up that loneliness...other woulds say it just a rebound however i would think of it to try find that comfort zone within, missing that certain affection of someone to care for you... but all in all reality you are single for a reason and ever so quickly you will snap out of that behaviour and just give up on thinking of that as it hurts people around you and yourself...

The actual reality yourself trying to become more independent again, releasing stresses and trying to prove to yourself that flying solo can sometime benefit you...

Being single it also comes with a lot of 'free' time. I guess it actually the perfect opportunity to re-discover yourself. Its time to do something that you haven't done in a while... whether its to re-engage with your friends that you haven't seen in awhile or sign up for a class. Well anything is better than staying at home feeling bad, when sometime you can just get out of the house and start building a better you.

For having so much free time there isn't a need to compromise with anything but yourself. As even in a compatible relationship you would need to compromise occasionally and now that being single it a totally different scenario as you don't have to surrender to anything unless you choose to.

anyway if you are single or in a relationship, enjoy it whilst it last. Create memories for yourself and think on your behalf now.

so go enjoy yourself,

Cmpang x 

Tuesday, 6 May 2014

Time to reflect.

Two years i have been living in Hong Kong, this relationship that i have developed with this country is one of a kind. I remember two years ago i embarked on this journey and not thinking much but just purchasing the ticket and going. Not knowing what may lay ahead and not knowing what my future would be, but just to fled away from my homeland.

Hong Kong is a place that i said to myself numerous of time whilst growing up is a place i wouldn't work in. Hong Kong is just a place where i will let of steam and stress each summer of my youth, a place where i will play, social and spend money. Hong Kong to me before was just a huge playground that i wouldn't get bored of visiting each year.

Living in Hong Kong now has become more different, from the time where i can stay up to dawn and not worry about anything. I am aiming to get to bed early to prepare for work the next day. In some sense i followed HK steps where sometime i do feel work has tied me down, But i couldn't be happier as i'm working with children and i enjoy it.

Surely there are times that I just want to move back to England, However when i visited two weeks ago my feeling towards the place became distance. I felt the only things I inherit from this place is my culture difference with Hong Kong and being open minded. Nevertheless it was enjoyable and happy to surprise my family and indulge in the food and also shopping...

The two years, definitely learnt to become more independent and friend connections are one of the most important thing...even having family in Hong Kong sometime even the closes one too you, you can't rely on. I am happy that friends make up for that and cherish and treasure the moments with them as they have become type of family.

I felt that there is a new sense of freedom, to choose what i want to do with my life and what i want to pursue, to travel with no restrictions and to enjoy the moment. Also asking for help which isn't a bad thing, sometime to swallow your pride and give in to ask about some simple task where i wouldn't think much about back home.

I will not know what my future will hold,  how long i will be in here... However for now i enjoy my life, cherishing the moments. I will finish this post with the pictures...

It had been an awesome 2013/2014... I hope this continues! 

Cmpang x 

Wednesday, 5 June 2013

OOTD #852

since being in HK, these are my random ootd that i have been wearing. 

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Wednesday, 22 May 2013

✈ T A I W A N ✈

 T A I W A N 

Taiwan was the great quick get away being only one hour away from Hong Kong. It was a awesome feeling after being in Hong Kong for a year. I just wanted that feeling to be on a plane and be free from my current environment... well for those that haven't visited Hong Kong it is great place however it just too rammed pack with people and the vibrant lifestyle here can be a bit hectic. Anyway there was public holidays last week and i took the chance to goto Taiwan... A place that i have been longing to go but never got a chance. This time i got to share this experience with my beloved boyfriend. This was a one for the books and definitely great fun, although everyone in Taiwan speaks mandarin and little english with my help from my boyfriend we got by...

Taipei was the place we visited in Taiwan, it was a fun and what i expected... which was to eat eat and eat. We did a lot of travelling in the space of 4 days 3nights, we walked through many places and visited the main sights that friends advised us to visit and ate so much till our belly are on the edge to explode...-0-! Anyway here is a burst of photos from our vacation... ! click to enlarge*

Hopefully in the near future i will visit more asia countries since i am so close to them, hope you enjoyed this entry... feels a long time since i have posted anything on here...-_-*

CMPang x 
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